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[02 Nov 2007|06:11pm] |
so life is hilarious, no really. my moto as of lately has been live learn and laugh, because no matter what i'm gona move on learn my from mistakes and just laugh it off.
i'm over dudes, and i know i always say that but honestly three bad ones in a row just makes ya want to sit on the bench and watch everyone else play the game instead.
i am however taking to heart my november glamour mag horoscope* just for good measure: "if you're single: watch out a great new guy is on his way" ... well its november 2nd and while i will not look around for this to come true i'm just going to take it in stride and use it as a little ray of hope in the back of my mind haha (* but for the record i believe it to be true that no magazine horoscope claim actually holds any water)
anyway, in happy news my best friend from working at the day care center, lindsay, got engaged and i could not be more happy! and if anyone has ever heard me tell my "i know things happen for a reason because..." story, that claim to fame belongs to lindsay and jimmy. if you like me to tell you the story to instill a little hope, inquire within...
andddd, my (fake) cousin ryan also got engaged recently, which is awesome. he's so happy and thats all that matters.
everything really does happen for a reason and i had lost sight of that for a while, and still there are things that boggle my mind and i say to myself "well what the fuck did that happen for"... and i think that sometimes it doesn't make sense now, but later down the road the pieces will fall into place and just fit.
well thats enough of my mini biography that i almost wrote just now. haha
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[26 Sep 2007|09:08pm] |
my life has been nonstop since i've been back at school, there was a lot of weight on my shoulders but now i'm feeling a lot better towards all aspects of my life.
lots of interviews, decisions, some lost sleep and phone calls later things are in shape. class work hasn't been too bad as of now but just when i felt like i had some free minutes i realized i had work to read or a paper to write
i signed up for a lot of responsibilty this year, and for the first few weeks of school i was feeling that weight pushing down on me. but i'm pleased with how things have fallen into place. but to be honest i couldnt really do it without the reassurance of those i respect the most.
but life is good. and sure, are there still some small pieces missing? yes, but i'm confident when the time is right things will be.
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[31 Aug 2007|12:52am] |
so last week was the end of my internship at degy. it was sad, but in retrospect one of the best experiences i've had thus far, as much as school related things are concerned. it was an overall very postive and useful experience. much love for degy entertainment
this whole week so far has been a+. went to belmar on monday, ali met me there we pretty much spent the whole day in the water like kids haha, it ruled. also got some surf taco for lunch, yum! monday night spent it at matts house then i kinda hung out all day on tuesday. attempted to find a tv but everywhere was sold out of the ones i wanted.
most clutch day of the week goes to wendesday. ali and i left old bridge around 8am, drove down to wildwood spent the morning/early afternoon on the beach, got some lunch then headed over to AC. got to our room at the trop, the room we were suppose to have (two double beds) wasn't ready for another 3 hours so we got another room with two full size beds, oh hai! hahah took naps and showers got dinner pregammed a little in our room then went out to seek adventures. played some slot machines, i mainly just lost money because i have no idea what im doing haha. ali was pretty BA at poker, i just watched and tried to learn. we ended up the whole night at a karaoke bar (as per mr. matt islers suggestion) and we stayed there the whole night. it was fly haha, good people awesome enviroment. ali and i sang four songs together throughout the night (carrie underwood "before he cheats", rick springfield "jessie's girl", bonnie tyler "total eclipse of the heart" and bon jovi "living on a prayer") too fucking funny. AC rules and we had a fantastic night haha
back to school in a few days, see ya later summer its been real.
but yea so life is good, i wish i was a little more sure about some of my current situations. but im not going to stress over things, it is what it is. right?
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[19 Aug 2007|02:19am] |
so i've realized recently that i want to use the phrase "when it rains it pours" but not use it in a negative conotation. like in a good way, its been pouring over here hahaha
life is good, my friends have been a blast to be around recently from family pool parties with crazy volleyball games to silly nights at bars. my friends have been on point
boys are so good, im more than crushin these days. which rules
i've finally been getting paid for working at rider for the summer, money in da bank haha
the last week in august will be relax city, no work. i plan on going to the beach like every other day and being in my pool the other days.
im pumped for my last year at rider, its going to be the best one yet.
life just rules in general, oh hai life SUP?
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[29 Jul 2007|09:08pm] |
ATTN FRIENDS:
double f double p is next weekend, saturday august 4th after 2pm my backyard
be there ready to swim play volleyball eat hot dogs from YES the mini hot dog cart
and most importantly have a little fucking fun AND i have karaoke for playstation
which we WILL DO at some point otherwise i'll be mad hahahaha
so be there or be totally lame.
and if youre wondering double f double p = fleming family pool party
okthanksbetherebyee <3
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[22 Jul 2007|01:34pm] |
so this week was hilarious: recap
tuesday: heathers 21st birthday, celebrated in the city with jackie and heathers cousin. it was fun dranks lots. drinking in the city is expensive, that sucked haha
wednesday: ergs! at the lanes with a ridiculous amount of friendships there. their set was so good, i even danced a little. thats when you know, since i rarely do that anymore at shows haha. but they played a great mix of old and new, and played for over an hour
friday: met heather in nyc at bull mccabes on st. marks. FUCK best place literally ever. a great irish pub hole in the wall place. and they have strongbow on tap OH HAI. adam met us there and made cameos throughout the night. i made heather and i friends with a group of dudes. they bought us drinks and shots, it ruled. the night was filled with strongbow jager and good times. and i saw so many old bridge kids walking around, which the odds are small since its a big city with MANY people and seeing 5 kids in one night is too much for me hahah
saturday: went with lauren kelly and michelle to celebrate kennys birthday in PA at lehigh. it was a good time. lots of beer and laughs. some of our money got stolen in the middle of the night by assholes, but i didnt have much cash on me so im just thankful they didnt take my camera or anything. and we're idiots for thinking we could trust people i guess haha. BUT ANYWAY it was a fun night all that aside. i may or may not have overused the "thats what s/he said" line, but then again you cant really overuse that. and i made out with a cute boy from PA, oh hai.
and todays my dads birthday so the fam is going out for dinner, holla.
LIFE IS AWESOME. GET INTO IT.
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[11 Jul 2007|09:08am] |
this morning my alarm completely scared the shit out of me. i could have slept for years it felt like, which just means my new allergy meds are ballin. the last two nights i've slept straight through without coughing or having my eyes water, i've barely even moved. life is good
and now for my metaphor of the day:
i've got one aspect of my life pulling me in two different directions. i'm not sure which path i want to venture down first. because i sware nothing happens for MONTHS then all of a sudden BAM, which way do i go? since when do i have options
so one side is already pulling me and giving directions to the path to my left, whereas the path to my right isnt really ready with the car packed. hell i dont even know if there is gas in the tank. all i know is i kindof really want the right side to pack a lunch and at least take a day trip. i'm putting the brakes on the path to the left for now. we'll see
AHHHHHHHH HAIR PULLING!
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[03 Jul 2007|04:28pm] |
ok so really fucking creepy terrible dream last night..
i was pregnant and was going to get an abortion and ali came with me and i kept telling her she was the only person who could know
what the fuck, WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? i honestly woke up and felt so sick and was like not ok the whole way to work this morning, so fucking terrible.
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[24 Jun 2007|09:29pm] |
"i've always depended on the kindness of strangers", best line from a street car named desire. tennessee williams was brillant. random stream of thought, but it just came to me as a somewhat stranger just made my day.
and also, i'm not questioning fate by any means but these days i'd just like to say: hey fate sup? why are you so weird? and i'm kinda over these "wtf" moments. thanks bye
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[19 Jun 2007|08:43pm] |
so it felt good to be back at "home" today, rider that is . . things were still the same, spineless people who just fake a smile and then fimiliar faces of friends and co-workers. oh and being called a bottom by none other than nick barbati (with a mega phone this time around)
while working in admissions today i worked at a college fair in the src, some 16 or 17 year old kid hit on me and filled out a card to be on riders mailing list and then said "heres my info for you, my emails there if you want it" (along with a mild wink face)
thanks soccerdewd99@aol.com, but no thanks.
tomorrow is 10th ave burrito & the loved ones at the lanes, i'm so siked.
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[17 Jun 2007|07:29pm] |
ok so im pms city right now, and this afternoon i actually ran the entire trail at holmdel park, that i usually half walk half run, mainly because i was so frustrated with myself and with people and my lack of ability to say what is on my mind.
but i always expect too much out of situations and i'm let down 75% of the time because i set such high expectations and i'm an idiot because if i would just say what im thinking even half of the time i feel like i would never be left feeling shitty or uncertain (thats the killer)
i mean whats the worst that could happen you don't get the response you were looking for from a particular person? so what, right? life doesn't always go the way you want it to and if i can save myself the let down after envisioning the perfect situation for long and wondering, "what if" then i think i at least owe that to myself.
i'm really over the "what if's" and the "could be's", but am i really lacking that much courage that i can't just say what's on my mind? it such a terrible mind game i play with myself on a daily basis.
i feel like lots of people are like this, but on the other hand i feel as though i just need to get over myself. honestly
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[12 Jun 2007|11:09pm] |
i think rob and big are funny, and i kinda hate that i feel that way. but come on, they own a mini horse named mini horse?? its funny.
oh yea and i'm slowly putting an end to my money woes, i'm officially driving my ass to rider U tuesdays and thursdays to work in admissions because im BROKE SON!
to put it all into perspective i have $7 in my bank account right now. and luckily i sold my old shitty laptop on craigslist so i now have $100 in cash, which is sweet. but having some steady income now will be a relief.
so i'll be at my internship at degy monday, wednesday and friday and be at rider the other days. still giving myself the weekend to hang out, and now have some cash to do things and buy birthday presents for people. (which was my main concern, fathers day and my dads birthday are like way too soon)
but i think i hear britney playing now, "stronger than yesterdayyyyyy" lolz
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[10 Jun 2007|10:08am] |
so last night was billie's 21st birthday. we decided to go down to red bank (seeing there was no other fit location). went to the dublin house, which will herein be referred to the dub to be cool. i kinda love it there, my type of bar. where you can sit have a few drinks or stand outside theres some music playing, good people and good times.
funny story, i buy the first round of drinks then alisha offers to buy billie's next drink. so i get my drink and billie and i just hang out against the wall. we see alisha getting billie's drink and shes talking to some broseph. she comes back and shes like "so i just got hit on and your beer was free and put on that guys tab, HAPPY BIRTHDAY" hahahaha. so billie got a free beer because his girlfriend is hot. awesome. after one shot and some drinks i figured we had to do one more shot before we could leave, i worked the bartender to give us at least billie's shot for free. last soco and lime of the night, closed out my tab and we went on our way.
i still think its hilarious that some dude bought alisha a drink and it was for her boyfriends 21st birthday none the less
picture of me doing the first "omg he's legal" shot with billie
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[03 Jun 2007|11:00pm] |
ok so let me tell you what's what right now. so once again a night with erica has turned into a new perspective, or i'll just say a clear vision of what i always knew. even tash, ericas roomate, after a night of heavy drinking on her birthday was able to mutter "thats fucked up kimmy, that is just not right" to some of my more recent people woes.
and you know what, its just not right and i've come to realize this with lots of situations recently. and as much as i want a relationship i know for a fact i do not want it to be with someone who is shady or someone who pulls out the asshole card every few weeks just because he's sitting pretty. im a so much better than that, and deserve someone fucking awesome. and i've really come to terms with that and if i have to sit down and wait forever, so be it. i am worth a hell of a lot more than some people are giving me credit for.
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[25 May 2007|09:34pm] |
brian inspired me to find the list i made in high school...
places/things I want to see/go before I die:
- Taj Mahal
- Grand Canyon: CHECK
- Northern Lights & Alaska in general
- a Buddhist vihara (monastery)
- stand on a Hawaiian volcano
- the Coliseum: CHECK
- Berlin Wall (i've been to germany two times and still no dice)
- Big Ben & the London Eye: CHECK
- Mt. Rushmore
- ride a gondola in Venice: CHECK
- Mall of America
- Amsterdam, red light district
- Jim Morrisons grave in Paris
- Ireland in general
- Wrigley Field
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[18 May 2007|02:35am] |
as i was driving home tonight i thought of a bunch of things that make me happy, therefore the latter of this entry will contain a list of likes & dislikes. i encourage everyone to take the time and do the same...
LIKES: new jersey and all its 4 seasons - my fish gabe, who will seemingly live forever - my fucking awesome friends - cold beer - dive bars - sunglasses - napping - watching jeopardy with my parents and getting answers right - say anything, mainly the band but i'll back the movie - new bruns basements shows, even if they're hot and sweaty - google.com - hockey - cute boys with tattoos - dancing to terrible pop/hip hop music, and not giving a shit - diners at 1 am - my ipod - driving with the windows down and screaming your favorite songs - taking pictures all the time - seeing movies in the theater - life in fucking general
DISLIKES: people who are rude - people who don't consider your feelings - the lights ontop of police cars - not being able to fall asleep even when you're dead tired - the rain when you have plans - not being able to find something you want to wear when you have 3 months worth of clothes - sunburn - not receiving texts back after you send one - writing in blue ink - glass half empty days and/or type of people - sitting in traffic - time flying by
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[07 May 2007|01:08am] |
just for the record, if you don't listen to crime in stereo (well i know most you do...) but just sayin, they have owned my life recently and i've been listening to them non-stop. so get into it
"these four chords could save your life"
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[05 May 2007|11:22am] |
OK weird dream time:
last night had a dream that i went tanning and it was on the second floor on a building and there were just tanning beds everywhere and they timed everyones the same and every one was just walking around in bathing suits ready to go on a tanning bed...girls & dudes...
and everyones bed was set for 11 minutes and i got really burnt was like purple and red from the sunburn .. sikk hahah
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[01 May 2007|06:15pm] |
so as of now i only have one more academic responsibility for the year, one more final next tuesday (boo, comm ethics)
but really such a relief, i'm just pumped to finally begin summer. ali and i are going to florida next week for a couple of days so i'm pumped for that. then once i get back i'll have a week to bullshit then its the start of my internship, which i'm real pumped about.
i just can't wait to be home, i just love the feeling of home. even though home does not have the same feeling that it used to. (very 'garden state' (the movie) if you will) ...
but i'm real excited for the summer, i want to have people over all the time have some grilling, volleyball, pool, maybe some drink action like every weekend hahahaha
and i promise by the end of the summer i will have recreated the movie beerfest in my backyard, well the competition part. so everyone start practicing your pong swing and your quarter throwing.. and don't forget thumper is the name of the game..
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[11 Apr 2007|09:22pm] |
so its only wednesday but my week has been amazing thus far...
+ got an internship for the summer, with an agency in Eatontown who manages bands/does college bookings/ and PR
+ ali theresa and i got a 3 person pod in the lottery for next year to live in (which is basically a suite for those who are like "a pod, wtf" its three single rooms our own bathroom and a living room)
+ i am now SEC president for next year, i'm so siked
+ and i've gotten a few A's on some papers in a couple of classes
... so i'm way pumped right now, basically life rules. all i need now is a boyfriend! oh wait, i guess i'm more independent than that... nahz hahaha bring on the XY chromosomes!
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